Returning...

It seems as if this course had drifted light years away. As if all things OCA were always on the edge of the daily horizon. Half-remembered, dream-disturbing, maybe-tomorrow. 

But this evening I have forced myself to stop the stream of doing things for 'work' or for 'others'. I just got down to sifting and sorting the images. A great help was Nicola's blog - always so up-to-date =, tuned-in and beautifully done. Her work is a real inspiration and example.

Talking of inspirations to actually get on and do stuff, my friend Tracey never fails in this regard. If I make a promise to her to get on with things, I have to do it. Trying to brush off her gentle enquiries as to whether I have done anything is near to impossible... So thank you Tracey: once again I have done what I should do...!

The reading is always an issue. When will this become a habit and not a guilty memory? I have the books but not the pattern.

This all sounds like someone entering a recovery programme. Well, maybe that's what it is: changing from the deep patterns of the past and, finally, trying to do things in a new way. I may just be in a bend in the river.

Rob

13.11.12